Knockin On Heavens Door...
at least that's what I thought.

After Dennis's death I thought my life was over.
There is no way that I can keep going with the pain
and hurt that I feel inside.
I thought if I prayed long or hard enough that God
would either give him back or take me to him.
In my mind they were no other choices.
I would ask God why did he take him away from me
and why was he getting cheated out of all the
wonderful things he'll never get to see or do.
Or never get to see or do again.
Why would he never get to watch another sunrise?
Why would he never see the sunset again?
Why would he never get to enjoy another meal
or watch another movie or swim in the ocean or take
a walk along the beach?
Why would he never get to attend another Holiday
gathering and be around family and friends that he
loved and that loved him?
Why would he never get to raise his children and
care for them?
Why would he never get to walk in the rain again
or feel sand between his toes.
Why, why, why....

All along God has told me to listen with my heart
and do not fear him.
To Let Go and Let God...
Sometimes that's hard to do.
I've learned to live with the life God has given me
and I hear his voice telling me to trust in him.
In my eyes we were cheated and if I could have him
back I would...
In God's eyes our son hasn't been cheated out of
anything and wants for nothing...
He's got everything to make him happy and more.
Someday when my life is through we will meet again
and I will see how wonderful it is
just on the other side of Heavens Door...

God gave us Dennis and I love him with my whole being.
I'll never let him go.
I miss him just as much as time passes but I know
that in the end they'll be a greater Happiness than we've
ever known before and that keeps me going...
I Love You Son... Yesterday, Today, Forever and Always, Mom

Written By: Dennis's Mom
February 9, 2013
For his 16th Anniversary
March 11, 1976 - February 11, 1997

I Am Safely Home In Heaven

I am home in Heaven, dear ones;
Oh, so happy and so bright!
There is perfect joy and beauty
In this everlasting light.

All the pain and grief is over,
Every restless tossing passed;
I am now at peace forever,
Safely home in Heaven at last.

Did you wonder I so calmly
Trod the valley of the shade?
Oh! but Jesus’ arm to lean on,
Could I have one doubt or dread?

Then you must not grieve so sorely,
For I love you dearly still;
Try to look beyond earth’s shadows,
Pray to trust our Father’s Will.

There is work still waiting for you,
So you must not idly stand;
Do it now, while life remaineth–
You shall rest in Jesus’ land.

When that work is all completed,
He will gently call you Home;
Oh, the rapture of that meeting,
Oh, the joy to see you come!

Author Unknown:

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